When I had a scrappy self-designed website I was getting about 10,000 hits a month. Now I've moved to the Wordpress design (same URL) with a spiffy new design - I'm getting NO traffic!! What the blazes is going on? according to the stats thingy on Wordpress, the best day I had ever was back in November and that was 21 hits!! This can't be right can it? Nothing's really changed - all the same content is there. I'm baffled, and not a little concerned. Halp!
Back to work today - it snowed again overnight, but sadly not the four feet I always hope for, but just another 2-3 inches, so sadly I'll have to go to work. There's a hold up on the main road according to the local news so looks like a fun journey ahead. However, most of my team are actually out today, and the sun is shining like mad so there's always something to be thankful for.
I haven't written a word in 2 weeks. I have about 4K words to go on Junction X and I really need to clear the decks for editing that I know will hit my inbox at any minute and I'm stalled horribly. I thought the end of the book would be hardest to write, so I wrote that fairly early on - but now I realise that it's the scene BEFORE the end of the book is going to be the tough one, and I've been putting it off out of cowardice. So this week I'm going to try and dig in and work hard on it, even if it only means 500 words a day which is eminently doable. I get very demotivated when I see writers posting their word counts online. Don't get me wrong, I'm very pleased they do this, because I look at
matociquala's blog for example and I see that she works bloody hard. Writes until she has a decent word count, manages to blog at least once (often more) a day, and has bloody LIFE as well. This is inspiring in one way but depressing in another when I have a week off and do nothing more than stare at the screen... I need to realise that, if I can't have writing as a full-time job, then I need to treat it as a part-time job and allocate TIME to it. There are things to work out...
Back to work today - it snowed again overnight, but sadly not the four feet I always hope for, but just another 2-3 inches, so sadly I'll have to go to work. There's a hold up on the main road according to the local news so looks like a fun journey ahead. However, most of my team are actually out today, and the sun is shining like mad so there's always something to be thankful for.
I haven't written a word in 2 weeks. I have about 4K words to go on Junction X and I really need to clear the decks for editing that I know will hit my inbox at any minute and I'm stalled horribly. I thought the end of the book would be hardest to write, so I wrote that fairly early on - but now I realise that it's the scene BEFORE the end of the book is going to be the tough one, and I've been putting it off out of cowardice. So this week I'm going to try and dig in and work hard on it, even if it only means 500 words a day which is eminently doable. I get very demotivated when I see writers posting their word counts online. Don't get me wrong, I'm very pleased they do this, because I look at
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:20 am (UTC)Word to that! I started to build up something like regular writing time at the beginning of this year. "Regular" means that on every day when I have no appointment, I do some writing first. I call those days DWD (days without date - or actually, ToT, which is my German equivalent *g*) and they help. Otherwise, I would just do my usual work. But as there is always usual work to do, the important stuff, like writing or working on my vision, would never get done.
I also know that situation of not getting anything done once you have free time. I find it helpful, to make a list first. Alas, that list is usually three times as long as the free time I have. It's so overwhelming that I have no energy left. Lol. So I need a second stage: to determine the minimum tasks I want to get done. And to have some writing exercises or rituals that get me started.
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Date: 2008-03-26 07:41 am (UTC)Lists are a good idea - I'll try that, thanks!
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:41 am (UTC)BTW it's months already that I can read the feeds of Speaks its name: I have signed on the syndacate on LJ but I can't see the post on my Friends Page.
Elisa
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Date: 2008-03-26 07:43 am (UTC)That's weird about SIN - I don't know why you aren't picking up the feed.
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Date: 2008-03-25 11:39 am (UTC)Snow>>> I remember snow when it was 'real' snow...when there was enough of the stuff around and it was cold enough for the school boiler to break down and give us an extra few days holiday to make snowmen and snowangels. Those were the days, huh? *happy sigh*
Same here. I have 2K words to do on Say it with Flowers. I reckon I might get back to it next week when we disappear to the Lakes for a couple of days. The first words were conceived there so hopefully the last few will be too! Staring at the screen...you really sound like me, lol.
*pusskat cuddles*
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Date: 2008-03-26 07:45 am (UTC)Hope you can get on with your writing, too!
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Date: 2008-03-25 12:13 pm (UTC)Re the website, have you changed url? Could be that folks haven't found it yet... (Or it could just be that Wordpress does something weird with its stats, LOL).
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Date: 2008-03-26 07:47 am (UTC)No, havent' changed URL - I realised what I had done wrong, I was looking at the stats for my defunt erastes.wordpress.com site and not www.erastes.com. Still don't know how to access the stats for www.erastes.com though.
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Date: 2008-03-25 03:12 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-26 07:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-25 03:29 pm (UTC)I usually get home from work on a Friday evening and think: "Great! A whole 2 days of writing. I have loads of great ideas ..."
By Saturday morning I'm going: "Blech ... nothing. Let's read this thing Ann sent instead ..."
My most productive time? Between 9pm and midnight on Sunday evenings. And why do I stop at midnight? Because I have to get up for work on Mondays.
In short, the more time I have, the more I don't spend it writing.
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Date: 2008-03-26 07:56 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2008-03-26 07:48 am (UTC)Probably don't have a thing to add...
Date: 2008-03-25 04:12 pm (UTC)I don't want you to get performance anxiety or anything, but I want you to know I wait breathlessly for whatever you eventually do write. No pressure. Seriously.
Abstractrx
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Date: 2008-03-26 07:49 am (UTC)Thanks hun, it's nice to know, new novella coming in a couple of months!
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Date: 2008-03-26 01:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-03-26 07:39 am (UTC)I find brainstorming helps a LOT. I have a few trusted friends on IM and we chat back and forth, and they help me to come up with ideas. Often the ideas are theirs but they don't care - I'm the one who actually has to write the ideas out, and those ideas will help me springboard to new chapters. I don't use an outline. I just know where I'm going to in the end, all the middle is made up as I go along.
I hope that this review encourages you to push on, though.
http://ruth-sims.livejournal.com/4554.html
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Date: 2008-03-26 05:10 am (UTC)As opposed to, "Hey, let's see what my flist--interesting and fun and snarky folks like erastes,say--posted today, that's much easier and more fun and you might even pick up some good ideas!" Yeah, right there with the excuses...
Speaking of applying the fanny to the chair, I happened to be sitting in an airport last month with Samuel Delaney's book, "On writing," flipped it open, and sat staring at an essay about two incidents. One was addressing those people who keep turning in the same darn story for critiquing for years on end without progress. They like *having * written. In contrast, the other one was a writer who spent twenty years to fix something and finally got it out there, and it was very good. So the time it took had little bearing on the quality. That's just how long they took. But that person *was* changing it all that time, trying new things. They weren't just pushing the same thing at editors and writing workshops without even fixing the edit marks from the last submission!
I must say it was a salutary kick in the butt (a very impressively educative book , listing all *kinds* of writers worth looking at as classics) but ins pite of that, it's still been quite awhile since I actually did some serious forceful work on my current tome.
I do find it useful sometimes to sneak away to mistress novels when I'm stuck on my main project. I find when it's the worst that ideas will squirt out like toothpaste for other stories. They could be considered a waste of time, except that I've learned that they're often teaching me something I needed to learn for solving the problems on the big one. If I just keep hacking at the jungle, at least.
Boy, gotta get me a sharper machete, really.
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Date: 2008-03-26 07:52 am (UTC)Thanks hun
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Date: 2008-03-27 03:05 am (UTC)*G!*